Im Forever Yours - Planet Shakers



old song. but always the same feeling whenever i hear it again.
a very familiar feeling, one thats filled with assurance and strength and faith
the strongest of all being Love. God's love which i felt when i first heard this song.
i was feeling at my lowest when a friend introduced this song to me casually in school. she had no idea what i was going through at that point of time.
so i sat down to listen, and listen.. and then the lyrics got so strong, they were more than just words of promises. slowly as the words registered, i began to realise that i dont have to wait for tomorrow for a new breakthrough or for help to come. i dont have to keep asking Daddy things like "why?" and "when?" or even "how?". the answers have always been on the inside of me all along. its like, the Solutions and Problems, they both appear at the same time. i just need to focus on my goal. my goal not being the end or the process or the difficulties that i'll face or the rewards that i'll reap or the amount of experience that i'll gain or the number of people who ive helped along the way or even the greatness of my breakthrough. but just Daddy alone.
no wonder some people just really never ever get tired of serving and living a christian life.
or maybe some of them dont even realise that they are going through a tough time because their walk with God is just so Close.
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Here i stand within your presence longing for your touch.
A thousand days cannot compare to one day in your courts.


i was just filling up my plans for this coming week.
many packed slots with work and tuition and ministry and bball and social life as well.
i literally looked over my planner for a couple of hours with a few phonecalls in between, with me trying to settle some things so i cld fix them into the planner and i managed to let out some complains and whinning in between.
Planning is good. stress is also good. cause' if i fail to plan, i plan to fail right?
stress is good cause' its a good burden in a way that at least i have sth to work towards and not being complacent. of course not too much stress.
but i got all panicky. and then, i realised that this is actually Nothing.
nothing compared to, well to what so many other ppl are doing.
im just a little new and not confident at this.
but i know it will all work out eventually.
after a little moment of thinking and given assurance
im all set and ready for this week ahead Man.
BRING IT ON!

haha okay i hope all those above dont sound too gibberish to be understood.
anywayy,

spent my day at haji lane today aft service with eunice, angeline and cheryl.
expensive clothes but we seived through a couple of cheap and nice ones in between.
bought two tops!
and am inspired to lose some TUMMY ):
cause' of this beautiful top which i cant fit into Well.

i MISS,
my friend. i think i really have ALOT to work on.


okay, my challenge for the week begins in a few hours time.
need to catch some sleep.
good night world (: