i like this picture.
says alot and it gives me a kindof optimistic feeling, with hope.

want a lappy and a camera which i can explore the world of arts with.
was just admiring some pieces of art the another day
it amazes me how an artist expresses his feelings through his art and then the many different ways we interprete it. i dont think anyone can truly understand the artist's train of thoughts.
its, pretty interesting (:

potluck today was not bad (:
there was so Much food today! totally unexpected.
consumed so many mashmallows with chocolate n brownie that i dont even what to think of the aftereffects. think its time to ignore those glances and hit the gym again.
i was Blessed today!
twilight's fourth book- Breaking Dawn by cheryl lim porkchop (: (:
THANK YOU so Much! (:
am not very used to receiving blessings but it was a pleasant surprise(:
bryan made a casual request of me coming up with lyrics for his song on valentines'
agreed so eagerly and Overconfidently, i forgot that ive zero experience in such things.
got to start wrecking my brains if he's really doing that song, hope it'll be great.


i was thinking in the beginning of the day. doing Alot of thinking.
thinking of cell, of my own desire as a worhip leader and the many other things which ive desired and never gotten the courage to do anything about it.
leaders make things happen, they dont just sit and wait for things to happen.
thats what ive learnt from talks and sharings.
but things fell into place quite well in a very unexpected sort of way.
i think Daddy really works in a very natural way, just like what i learnt in CL that discipleship takes place under very natural circumstances.
i think Daddy has really Always been trying to help and teach me all along.
i know that im not perfect or good enough because i dont try hard enough. i know it because sometimes i just dont put in my all- for all the different reasons.
but time and again i see that despite so im given opportunities, new hope again.
such Grace and mercy,
i can never comprehend.
but i find myself standing in awe again.

im just starting on the book of Ezekiel, like a young toddler, i dontknow much about the story behind.
but from what i know so far,
Ezekiel is a prophet. he walks Very closely with his Lord.
like a close friend and brother, its like whatever troubles or advices or joy he just turns his head and God is there- they very person whom he wants to share his feelings with.
and Ezekiel sees visions like no other. okay maybe among the characters whom ive known so far. i mean, his experiences with the holy spirit is so Personal. its Life Changing.
i want to be like Ezekiel.


ive got a new tuition job recently
a primary school kid from children church.
but the family condition is tight and she has a lil mental condition.
90 bucks for 8 lessons, an hour and a half each session.
not very big money but i want to help. and i think i should give it a try.
for exposure and experience, maybe it'll even be of some help on the psychological aspect.


waking up early tmr to book seats with eunice.
first time doing so,
i hope we get Great seats tmr!


Sweet Dreams
(: