i went to the gym just now with joby.
was a little nervous because it was my first time!
saw a few really Muscular people over there
which made me went "Woahhhh" Scary!
we did the machines! and jogged round the park outside.
i feel accomplished today(:
cant wait for my next trip!

i just did something Superbly Embarrassing.
was planning for a friend's birthday.
ended up calling and speaking to the wrong person's mother over the phone
for about 5 plus minutes before realising it was the wrong mother!
no wonder she sound irritated.
i feel so Bad on the inside now.
want to return the call to Apologise but they dont wanna pick up my call anymore.
SORRRYY.
how now brown cowww? ):

i seriously need to sit down and STUDY.
my mind has been really distracted lately.
oh God, please help me.
Pride and Prejudice is so Interesting.
i am currently reading at the portion where their love is at the PEAK!
mr darcy and elizabeth's love-- SIGHH.
more mr darcys in this world Please!
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was just reading chruch's HARVEST TIMES,
Pst Phil Pringle's message on The Holy Spirit and his personal encounter with it.
he was having an altar call in his church and was going to pray for the people when he had an encounter:

"As i walked down the steps to the first row, i saw a person just behind the first row with His back towards me. His arms were outstretched and He was whispering comforting words to the people in the second row that He was facing.
i could see Him cupping around each person as He moved along the row. He reminded of a bird protecting its young with is fathers.
He knew i was looking at Him and He turned. i saw the side of His face. His eyes looked mournful, yet joyful (because of the new salvations). His face gloomed with light. His hair was longish, a blonde-white colour.
He caught my eye and greeted me. He simply said, "Hi." The He was gone-- from my natural sight at least. I stood there smiling to myself, awed.
this experience left me immobile, unaboe to speak or move for some time. i understood then that the Holy Spirit is with us, enabling powerful ministry to people. He is our Helper. He helps us fulfill our calling from God."

i was so Amazed when i read it.
so COOL indeed.
(:

i want to have a personal holy encounter tooo.

last night was really horrible.i curled up in bed and waited for what seemed like eternity for the holy spirit to come and console me. but it didnt come like a rushing wind or enter glamorously.
yet i knew he was there all along just sitting silently and listening to my sobs.i wept like a child. no, more desperately than a child. i was moaning and just pouring things out to Him.the things which happen at home, i am not strong enough to pull them off everyday.i can smile and laugh it off the next day, but overtime, sometimes i feel tired and so stretched in all the different areas. they question my faith, my practices and my beliefs. why is my own family condemning me? i know they love and care and like me they dont show it. how i wish i could take away my pride and express my love more openly. how i wish they would demonstrate their love more affectionately. i have no desire to share these issues with anyone in particular. i dont want others to start judging or forming opinions about this. its my own personal issue. oh Daddy, can you hear me? about this very aspect of my life. this area of concern in particular, can you hear me?