ive been suppressing much of my feelings recently.
perhaps its the studies stress and from what i get at home.
a particular someone came up to me some time this week,
its nice to know that you care but i Dislike it when all the wrong perceptions of me are being formed.
i rather you not care about me at all, for both the good and bad.
no wonder they say that there are some people whom you will really have that desire to be friends with. while others, it isnt the same.
i cant possibly befriend the whole world anyway can i?

sometimes i wish my life was more transparent.
E walked past and gave me a rough pat yesterday,
seeming to say "gear up your spirit"
thanks Much (:
it meant Alot to me.

our prayer group in the morning has grown.
(:
with the merging and all,
i feel Happy that we are all gathering tgt.

MM, am both Excited and Scared about prom.
after much persuasions and thinking for so long,
decided to join my class for it.
(:
MM, holiday doesnt clash with Prom
and this time,
im really looking forward to my holiday
and Enjoy the outside world!

Leila has gotten me all so Excited about TWILIGHT.
that romantic vampire story.
AH! i wanna do so Many things right now.
want to watch films like "Stage Beauty" and "the crucible" right Now too.
haha i think literature has gotten the better of me.
if only i score as high in it.

STUDYING.
ive been a little kindof off-track recently.
but, dont knoww. ):

heading to the lib with blackspot today
im determine to Conquer "challenges in southeast asia" !

everyone around me is on some kindof slimming down programme.
i Wish my heart and mind would just Stop craving for food!
but i dont wanna be slim, i wanna be Toned!
and having said that, i shall JOG today after my library session,
i PROMISEEE.



Jesus, i miss you.
come and sanctify my room, my heart, my life again.