im not here to say im sorry.
im not here to laugh at you.
im here to say im ready.

came home and i was so reminded of my greater calling and purpose.
excited for praise and worship tomorrow (:
its been quite awhile since i last played for cell.

cant believe my econs teacher spoke to w about my condition.
im touched by her worries and actions of concern. but also Scared about letting her down.

AH!
i feel like there are so many pairs of eyes watching me,
watching my grades falling and rising and vice versa,
watching my tutorials,
my studies, my behavior,
Everything.

i Musnt let them down, i cant.


if not for yourself, then for those around you.