im going home,
back to a place where i belong.
where your love has always been enough for me.
im not running from,
No, i think you got me all wrong.
i dont regret this life i chose for me.
but these places and faces are getting old,
so im going home.

to a place where love and feeling good dont ever cost a thing.

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a couple of nights ago,
i was just thinking.
why do some of us stay and some leave over the years.
there can be so many different reasons,
but at the end of it it still boils down to that person's own choice.
i mean, we can do everything and anything, but if the mindset doesnt change or budge, no point if the world around him moulds to suit his liking right?
or at least thats from my point of view.

am currently into the song "THUNDER" by boys like girls (:
COFFEE BEAN's carrot cake = MMM :D but, not very affordable to eat everyday.
haha

went to collect our nike race packs with ah soon yesterday.
felt like two AH SOHs carrying so many race packs with us.
and after much complications, we manages to get our shirts changed by, today!
YAY (: im gonna be so Satisfied with my male cutting shirt, M size. (:
tried on male L last night, it was so Superb comfy, was tempted to go to bed in it. Haha.

want to head back to primary school on teachers' day.
and give Ms Goh a shocker! (:
i think its so Amazing that most of my closer friends are from the primary school.
maggie, sooon, lana, pang, Thank you God (:

last night,
i dreamnt that audrey and i were having training, following behind our coach with our team.
we were climbing stairs and running on the different levels of the HDB block.
but suddenly Aud and i lost sight of our team and we were left alone, running up the stairs trying to catch up.
it was so Scary because there was no one in sight and the lights on some levels just switched off went we reach those levels.
we just kept running higher and higher, trying to reach the top level.
but the number of levels just kept jumping.
like if we were on level 2, it wrote: level 2/10
and then suddenly when we were on level 3, it was : level 3/100
the more we climbed, the bigger the numbers grew.
the numbers jumped from 300 to 500 even.
it was so SCARY.
i started speaking in tongues but the numbers just kept jumping and Aud was so scared, she was clinging on to me.
then there was this guy we met who was all white with a cross chain and he was speaking in tongues too. but he too like us, was roaming around the block trying to get out. he was like a frozen piece of ice la, all white and stiff.
im so Glad i woke up before dreaming any further.
Scary.

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this is my current studying state.
exams end on WED!
ive got plans to relax till SUN and then the drilling shall come in again.
(:


witnessing the bible school graduates yesterday deepened my desire for it.
i know that theres so much for me to work on, even before enrolling into the school itself.



living rain, come and flood my life again.