with all my future plans, they are safe within your hands.

i wanna play this for cell!


my Mp3 died on me
and it lasted for less than a year )':

and for some reason, i Cant burn songs into my CDs
currently living off the few songs in my phone plus class 95 and 98.7.
BUT every time the train goes under those tunnels.... EH.
i hear Static.

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haha, Studied at *secret place today.
decided to be secretive about it :D
i Like the feeling there(:
am really Motivated to study these few days.
although i know its too late to do much already,
i Promise, im really gonna go all out for my A's.

i will Not lower my own expectations and standards to my Circumstance.
everything will just have to be amended to attain my Goals.

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went for service today with lana and her two sisters (:
i Cant believe i took Two wrong trains home today.
my mind must have been occupied with something else.

was looking at the person hand-signing during service today.
made me think Alot about my ministry.
and
today, i visualized myself leading worship on stage.
it was so Beautiful.

like Joseph, i want to be a dreamer.
whatever happened to those dreams dreamed at nights in the previous years and months?
i need fresh oil.
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i made things clear with J today.
i hope i wasnt too blunt or frank.
but now that the boundaries have been set, im really glad i can be a normal friend now (:
looking forward to studying together and being great buddies.
it got me thinking and talking to God in my heart.
how am i supposed to know when and who's right?
am i letting the right things pass me by unknowingly. and even so, how am i supposed to know how to react?

i supposed, thats for Daddy to know and for me to find out.


nothing but the blood.