bright cold silver moon, tonight alone in my room.
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i LOVE acoustic songs.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, dear mum.
i cant remember the last time we hugged
and even simple things like calling you mum seem like a challenge to me.
but i love you so much.

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camped at macs today to study
but i couldnt get my mind to concentrate on the right things.
i like talking to nic(:
quite a bit has happened i guess.
and probably things just didnt occur at the right time.
but more than anything,
thank you for staying by me and always trying to help in some ways.
(:
friends Are important to me,
so we will definitely stay as good buddies if we remain this way.

i talked to Daddy last night,
there wasnt really anyone appropriate whom i could turn to.
so i wrote everything down instead
and it felt so much better there after.
for a moment, i was angry for being used.
as a stumbling block to others, and then as a stepping stone.
i felt so used.
but after reflecting, i realised that theres always a deeper purpose and reason for things that occurred.
thank you Daddy.