i felt it from your heart

with a flash, my long-awaited christmas has come and gone
and the new year's fast approaching.
so many things have happened,
that i dont even know where to start when i look back.

just looking and zooming into people's lives,
that it, alone amazes me much.
i remember just one year ago on christmas day,
there were just the soons, angel, rachel, eunice, me and anna
elana and michelle were new then
and the DDs werent around.
one year later,
oaktree has grown so Much (:
and everything you start your 'thank you' speech all over again,
it just makes me think back and stand in awe of God's great works!
i LOVE you many many too.
and

i've grown so much closer to NIC in just this year,
thank you for your burning fire, which never fails to push and inspire me (:
SOON LI- its amazing, thats all i can say. after our rounds of laughter and disagreements and frustrations at one another, we always end up in another big tight hug which silences everything else. what we have, its priceless (:
HANSHENG-for being my silent guardian angel Haha. though i never seem to understand much, but one thing's for sure, my gratitude towards you for treasuring me so Much as a good friend (:
in you, i felt the importance of the existence, touching the lives of others.
JICAI-Brother! you're someone real. haha i've seen a great transformation in you, its Amazing. and your presence just make things happier and tasks lighter (:

not forgetting other N293 people.
i think everyone's so Very Unique in their own way
EUNICE is so CUTE (:
i like the way you serve God silently no matter what, for swallowing ur own discomfort. you think that no one sees, but God sees it, and i saw it too. it touched me (:
ANGELINE AW.
my most Dangerous competitor for Food. HAHA
okay la, you've grown alot too.
from not daring to pray out loud in PMs to wanting to pray and do follow-up.
you bring much laughter!
DAPHNE n DIANE
their strength in pressing on despite the circumstance shine brightly amongst the many difficulties.
i miss the Twins alot recently. and if one were to vanish or leave, ..No not gonna let it happen.
we're gonna grow strong TGT.

of course,
theres so many people that we lost along the way.
and theres so much to say,
that i dont know how to express it out in here in any way.
people like JUNLE and RACHEL TENG and SANDY
i do think of them so very often and MISS them alot alot.
but i dun want all of our feelings to be like an added pressure unto them,
that even fellowshipping with us becomes a chore, something to run away from.
but God loves everyone no matter what

ANNA, i miss you Tons and Lots.
you're an amazing person, please dont ever feel that you've let us down in any way.
cause it Never was this case, you brought us up to a higher level instead.
i look up to you a lot, in my heart.
LEILA- i wanna grow much closer to my leader in the coming year ahead.
know that theres still so much room for me to expand and grow and learn. you're a powerful leader, that i know. and i know God made you my leader for a reason (:
i 'll let this reason take place.

--

PAM:
someone whom i can complain to, vent all my frustrations on and laugh with.
i've been so many peoples' listening ear in this social life of mine,
it wasnt easy finding my very own listening ear.
but you were one great maggie noodle which i can lean onto.
thanks so much(:
you make me go Mad at ur pure Dumbness at times, and all ur whines and complains.
but those made you unique HAHA.
and i'm seeing you today!!
LOVE.
(:

JOBY:
my mother/friend/teacher you you White TOFU.
you're the Best. showering me with love, feeding me with so much food and giving me shelter.
blowing my hair dry, dressing me up, holding my hand and leading the way when i get lost.
HAHA i sound just like a baby chick following mother hen lar Please.
but thats what you were basically, i appreciate it so much.
that is why i'm able to give and give so much to you too.
it was tiring, but i never thought of giving up.
(:

and
others like RACHEL Ho and ALTHEE and CLAUDS.
we dont see each others faces often anymore
but i can still feel the same amount of love, care and concern
over the phone.
its silly, how short hp texts can bring a smile
or a simple "i miss you!" can light up my day.
i guess these things,
time can never kill.

THANK YOU so MUCH,
GOD
for Every thing.
for the BAD which made me stronger.
for the GOOD which kept me going on.
for hiding from me at times, which makes me Seek even more.
for Your strong arms which shelter me, allowing me a personal hide-out from all those tiring stuff.
thats the reason why i call you Abba Father,
why i call you my beloved Saviour.
why i call you my friend and brother
why i call you my JEHOVAH JIREH,
because i'm nothing without these gifts from heaven.
--


ALRIGHTS,
2007 is gonna end in a few hours time.

i, want to do so many things right for this coming Whole New YEAR!

-i want to be faithful in the little things.
like, reading the bible everyday and praying, TALKING to my abba father ever so often-ly.

simple things like going to school on time,
being the bestest friend that i can be,
playing my all in the game.
and AIYA
i miss KICK-BOXING so much
hopefully i'll find time to enjoy it again.
Oh yeaa.
i shall love my family whole-heartedly too no matter What.


maybe i talk a little too much in this post.
HAHA

anyHow..




the last day of 2007 is gonna be GREAT!

cant wait to see MEE's face in a couple of hours time,
and THANK YOU Pam's mummy.
HAHA she's one cute woman.
cant wait to see my brothers and sisters in christ later too
:D




JESUS is LOVE.
i'm His creation, therefore i am LOVE too.