"ANGEL IN DISGUISE"

i think the lyrics are VERY meaningful
(:
it reads,

take a look at the ordinary,
dont need to look for paradise.
you could be next to an angel in disguise.
--

seasons come, seasons change.
there were good times and of course, the bad.
looking back,
i Always find myself complaining or questioning Abba Father
"why me?" or "give me a guardian angel here on earth"
but who knows,
i've already had lots around me here on earth,
just that i havent opened my eyes large enough to see them.
(:
and for ALL the BEAUTIFUl Friendships that i have,
i am eternally greatful.
i wanna be someone else's Angel too.
(:

after Years and Centuries,
i finally received a call from HUDS today from Malaysia.
it made me Flyyyy to the sky
:D
i MISS you so MUCH!
and like i've Always said,
i'm here for you All the time (:

and MAGGIE is finally "rather" or "quite" free from her poly workload.
blackspot just msged today.
and ILA's gona meet up soon!
WOOHOO
:D
its the season when everyone's free again!
i am so Determined to plan my time well this time.

of course,
study, study, STUDY.

i had fun with LANA tan and FIONA tan and MALAO at macs today
(:
and DP, DP!
being a friend is Not a tiring thing, Elaana tan.
you know what i mean :D
-

i've been dreaming ALOT recently.
last night,
i dreamnt of Pokemon and i rolled off my bed in the middle of the night.
landed so painfully on the ground.
HAHA, this is EMBARRASSING.

band concert's tmr
ALL THE BEST
soon li yun and yel and sheree (:

--


i remember the times when i was young.
i would sleep soundly as he piggy-backed me on the way home
and as the world revolved, i felt so safe and secured.
it used to be easy pecking his cheeks with my kisses
or simply just running into his arms and throwing a big warm hug.
and the times when he praised me in front of everyone,
i felt so proud.
now it seems so difficult to just do the same.
i've grown into someone with my own stand, not wanting to rely on anyone.
i've built up my own personal walls wanting both freedom and trust at the same time.
i'm sorry that my words sting and bite at times.
but its a different feeling on the inside.
sometimes i wish i could express my feelings better.
but i love you still,
please take care and hurry come home
safe and sound.


fill my little world