and the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
but tell me, what happens when it stops?

the only one female singer which i have Liked and still do is
Britney spears
haha yea. that 'screwed up' woman who's so desperate for love with a messed up life
but i think she Really Is very pretty without that thick make up of hers
and her songs, tell of the loneliness in her life
i guess we cant blame her for wat she is
if we must blame,
blame in on the imperfect world.

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year 2007 is here now
time passes really really fast
while the rest of the world is spending their time back in school
i wouldnt be, tgt with some ppl
hopefully this year, i would be making the right decisions and ranking my priorities correctly this time
spiritually, i dream of alot of things for this year
hopefully, by this year i would be serving in a ministry thats meant for me
and by the end of this year,
I would be the one walking down into the baptism pool, smiling as my friends n Family cheer me on at the side
i wish that i would be the one going into the water, instead of standing at the sides and dreaming for my time to come
dare to Dream Big, and it'll come to pass
come on, i'm ready for all's to come.
i'll be Strong this time.
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along the way, i grabbed soon li and we thought through,
i Believe theres more to come for Our cell, N293
i dont believe that it'll just fade away like that
cause if my God knows that this whole thing's bound to be a failure,
He wldnt have created it in the first place
i dont believe that we cant do big things that are greater than us
and i dont believe that we can only sit n watch as the other cellgroups grow
as the other cellgroups laugh and become very bonded
i dont believe that we are meant to be small and thats it, fullstop.

it doesnt feel bad when i stumbled along the way and have become someone elses' stepping stone
i do grow in the midst of it all too
thank you for all the challenges and love which i felt along the way

of course there were many questions spinning in my head.
i'm not any superwoman

but i do remember of wonderful times
some of which are totally amazing
like the way God showed me his awesomeness through my dreams as i slept
He showed me what my friends were going through
and lo and behold, they were all true
i missed that moment of aweness
it was short but enough to blow me off my feet and stand Amazed by everything
others around me were amused too
but those dreams never came again.
they came for a short while and then stop and maybe come a little and then stop again
i guess i was too complacent.
last night, i dreamnt of something Very very real and i guess its an answer to the questions spinning in my head

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way


alright, enough of all these new year talk.
i Cant wait to work with Elana tan
i know that its gona be FUN!




i wanna be like Mother Teressa!(: