16th Dec'06

yo world.
now that i'm finally back, it seems lyk all tt i've been waiting to shout out (because of my happiness) have disappeared.
ever since this morning, time seems to be ticking by so slowly
but in a very pleasant way
this is very unlike the many days i've spent in china

well, its not tt the past few weeks have been torture
Except for the fact tt i had Diarrhoea for 4 days
it was Terrible ):
i dunno wat i ate but i bombed lyk 7 times within 5 hours
it was a living hell man, roaming in the cold with a painful stomach
and except for the fact tt i've to struggle with that fear every night in the hotel room
my bro's scared you see. if i'm scared too, who's gona be the braver one?
OH YAR all the bus journeys were so longg too
i've been through 4/5/6 hours in the bus/train/ship
with all those Excess time i have
i spent it all on daydreaming and imagining
just picturing cell(: schoolmates and Everything
really everything
i've even decided in my heart lyk, "when i come back frm china, this is where we're gona play n have fun"
and everything, and now that i'm back, it seems lyk i cant rmb anything anymore
HAHA
hmm, just noe tt i really missed everyone terribly the past 16 days
and Thanks for missing me too
haha i mean, i know that i've a place in your hearts
its makes me really happy and greatful (:

i think i complain too much
in china
i saw Snow falling from the sky (:
i've seen it several times on the ground but never frm the sky
thank you God, for your beautiful creation
i've seen scenaries after scenaries and they're all really Amazing
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and Thank You dad, for bringing me along on this trip
though i'll never say this to you personally
the train/plane/that 5-star ship thing which we spent 4 days in
i Believe it must have cost a BOMB to bring someone lyk me to china
its not just the money alone
i'm sorry too for my lousy mood which you put up with most of the time
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in China.
i saw many Beggars too
here comes the painful part
that feeling really stings. Especially when they are only 5 to 6 years old
Man. we Must really form our own mission team when we grow up
soon li, pamela, elana, sarah, hehh den we'll go to Zimbabwe, thailand, africa, cambodia and so many more other places
i want to save the world

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so holiday's over,
its Really seriously time to look for a job
CHIRSTMAS is coming (:
i have great plans on having Big FUN



the world is having fun tonight