MOVED!
(:

my Pimple is now famously known as

"little NANA" in school,

Thanks to Tabbyyy the fat Cow!

ytd afternoon,

met woan,jordan,claudia,tabby,huda,leo

and we got skinnies!

i still lackk of a shirt for tuesday

our theme is MAFIA

what kindof theme is That man??!

but its sounds kindof cool actually haha

but i'm so Not gona wear heels.

FOP was quite good

though last year's was better actually.

its a PITY tt soon li n lana had tt bbq,

and daphne n diane were stuck at hme

and rachel teng and sarah were off soemwhere else

it'd be Amazing to have everyone in cell tgt,

waiting on the Lord.

but Stillll,

there were lots of ppl ytd

eevel, gary,timothy,bernard,alan,steph,joanna,

i just found out tt timothy's really nice

haha

reached hme at 12:44am.

and i zonked out on my bed after supper.

God is smiling over us tonight

got tagged by patson!
and Yes patson, i read okayy (:



each player of this game starts off TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who got tagged have to do the same. and then tag someone else! :


soo, in the name of fun, here goes!


1. i can BURP on purpose :D
2. my habit is constant munching on food
3. VITASOY is all time Favourite!
4. i want to remain as a Kid foreverrr
5. i've been smitten by the Saxophone since young!
6. my first comic book addiction was Slam Dunk. and it's so Cool (: now i'm, in some ways, connected to basketall again.
7. i Dislike skirts and dresses. they're so airy.
8. pamela soh is my full-time listener and buddy and friend foreverr (:
9. when i was around 7, i punched my cousin in the eye while fighting over a toy hamburger. AHA. and it made me feel so guilty, even Til' noww.
10. audrey ang wen yi! made me fall in the carpark, when we were playing "police and theif" in pri 3! and a stone go stuck in the wound on my palm. it refused to come out, its probably still in there. haha, who knows



okie dokes, and this is for whoever who wants to do it!
free-will.
--



missed a major part of FOP last night
cause' we rushed dwn from sch for it
and i even missed half of my training.
i Like our trainings, even though its so tiring.
we ran TEN rounds ytd,
with intervals of Dips, Pushups, Situps
thank GOD we missed the Suicide run, its a KILLER.
i'm still sorting out all the class photos i've got in my comp
trying to move them,
is just like wat leo says,
its the same as trying to move Mt Himalayas!
cause' there so Many
my class's full of CAM-WHOREss
and irritating COWS!


and i'm gona start Full-time on my studies soon
its so scary that everytime i come to think of it,
the panicks start to kick in,
and i can feel the Stress kicking in.
shawn has agreed to help me with my history!
and i Assume tt woan has agreed too.
haha, so, theres hope for me afterall.
--


a few days ago,
i sat at my void deck, refusing to go up home
i was talking to PAM on the phone
and she sounded so sad and heavyy.
part of me really wanted to rush all the way down to Lorong Ah Soo,
and just knock on her hse door and give her a big Hug
pam, you've always been there for me no matter what.

and you always listen no matter what.
you're basically the only person who knows mst of the things tts running through my mind all the time.
i want to be there for you too.
seriously, i've got tons of friends spilling out ther worries and troubles to me,
but i cant seem to do the same and open up to them in a similar way.
but its different with you, cause you're strong and you're Different.
i MISS you so much mann
if only we can be in the same UNI or sth
dear PAM, you're the best, BEST.






you caught me off-guard

xanga is so HARD to figure out
i wish i have the time to move into a new hme fast.

the company in school's been good (:
andd PL thanksgiving was great, we took so many pictures
i like my all-girls environment
Alot.

i feel Revived and renewed today
after the many prayer-filled strolls on the tracks
during break, lunch and self-study
andd after today's discipleship session.

a couple of teardrops in between.
one's over studies and all the things i've got to live up to
another's got to do with the heart

but i'm fine for now,
and will still be.

thanks HUDA, for that Warm hug (:

move along move along, just to make it through

my history quiz was a flip.

i REALLY do want to study hard.
MANN ):
i Dont Want to get kicked out of school by the end of the year
i Want to pass IT and Pass it WELL
with a GOOD conduct.

--

RAN a good 11 rounds today
my legs are Tired!
but i feel Revived within
(:
i Like Basketball
:D


it's about time i find a new home,
i Will do that when theres time to spare


to be the head, and not the tail.
to be above, and not beneath.


we WILL ALL make it through, and pass PROMOS no matter what.
I DONT CARE


i'll grow up serving You

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i, need you there when i cry

once again, this evening
i had the thought of perhaps,
Cloning MYSELF.

ladalada.
oh boy! oh-so-precious SATURDAY:
cca CIP
cellgroup
othello drama
Kim's birthday

which to go/wat to do/how to tell?

i Really felt so Vexed just now.
thank GOD for soon li,
thanks for hearing my short moment of Trash just now
at Least we're still in the same school.
i Like that warmth feeling
Alot.

i really do Like my weekends to be packed.
as in, theres sth to do, and fun to have.
but, i guess i havent really adapted to all the business in LIFE.
oh Man, i feel so Old once again.
i feel like i'm AGEING.

-shantt complain anymore.
since i'm Not the only one who's busy and packed with all these stuff, which really is, Suffocating Us.

PAM,
please Cheer up
your dear friend here is Always here for you.
(:


--

i like praying while taking walks on the track
during our lunches.
(:

-

oh NO
they're wearing whte jersey for tmr's training.
Flabby arms.

LUM DEEDUMS.

school has been fine

and i like bumping into ppl and looking at nice people.
i never felt this way before.

just ytd, i received a suprised phonecall frm someone
i can feel my prayers Slowly being Answered.
GOD is so COOL.


i CANT wait for PL THANKSGIVING on friday!
:D



fight the good fight of faith.

and right here tonight,
this could be the start of something new

it feels so good, to be here with you

i feel Loved by many around me
(:
and indeed, if you just look carefully,
life Is a Beau.

i'm giving CIP a miss today for cell and family dinner
R didnt look so happy
but i'm gona make sure i turn up for the next few CIPs!
its not like i do not want to go you know,
there's this 'helping the physically disabled' race thing,
its so Interesting,
ME wants to play a part too!

PW is horribly torturing. yuckk.

the track and the court has become a part of my Life.
i Like, the scenery at the track on cca days.
field looks like a clean patch for rugby girls and soccer guys to play on
and the Court, gives me a familiar feeing, of where i belong to Now.
:D
and i like my red and white jerseys!
--

Classmates and i went to celebrate Woan's birthday ytd!
james was taking so Long!
We, and a bunch of councillors were waitingg outside school
leo and i were so bored, we started playing with our shadows.
we were doing so many Weird and Funny actions
and i Didnt expect those councillors to be videotaping Everything behind us.
so Embarrassing! and its not like i know everyone there
i Threw my reputation away on 20th July. haha
we ate at Fish Market, which was not bad!
and a small portion of the Delicious applecheese cake was left behind.
all Thanks to HUDA and James
where got ppl like tt one?! eat eat eat, den left a small portion, dun want alr.
it was Smashed up and looked so Lumpy mann
and This bothered me Becausee
we played this number game Twice,
which i lost TWICE
and i had to Eat that Lumpy Squashy Cake
thanks to who??!

--

i had a Wonderful dream last night.
i dreamnt tt i was out having fun somewhere
and onl reached hme ard 2 am
but wats best was tt on my way hme,
i bumped into so many great ppl from PL
theres was mk, jue, nanxiao, my cell ppl, so many more
and that dream was so Beautiful,
because for a moment, i felt the good old days coming back, so Real.

Thank You GOD, for the past and the present.
we had it once, and we had it all
(:


i'll grow up knowing You

PAMELA is my future kiddos' Godmama

i MISS magggieeeMEE! (x 1000 0000 00000000000000000000)

who needs lovers when there're Great Awesome friends around?

dun need no bgr.

: D

just the right amount

if my heart has grown cold,
there Your love will unfold

Dear GOD,
please split me into THREE different parts
okay, maybe make them Four.
saturday's fully Packed!
and i Really Duno which one i shld go for.
-baskeball CIP which by right, we all Have to go
-CELL and den dinner.
mann, its already all so planned up, and NOWW i myself might not even be going
): x100000000000000
-FAMILY dinner, its my grandpapa's birthday

Not forgetting the fact tt i Have to Study.

so, before saturday comes,
i've got find a way to manipulate myself into different parts.
OH MANN
HOW?!
its nice to hav commitments and plans tt include fun and everything
but i Really am at a lost!
God, please help me to manage everything well.


when i'm blind to my way,
there Your spiri will pray

CELL IS Really Having a BREAKTHROUGH.
i am so so HAPPY :D
sunday was just AWESOME and Amazing!
james, gradys, shiyu, eugene, angeline, elanaa, stephane, doris, nancy, liyun, liwen, me, daphne, alan, timothy
see see SEE,
so Many People :D
and everyone else fees the exact same excitement as ME :D
the lovely one frm above is Really Amazing, indeed.
and as time passes, i'm starting to see the reason for why i'm here, in this school, in this class.

THAT is Why i really dun want to miss cell and dinner on saturday too
i thought of It,
and now i'm the one who cant go
OH MANN !
but in all things, i SHALL GIVE THANKS
because the JOY of the LORD is my STRENGTH.
:D

Butden, i think God is really REALLY COOL indeed
and REVIVAL's gona come in SRJC. :D
theres alr so many of us in here,
w're gona Grow and Rule and Reign
and hopefully, someday
our 'prophesey' of a christian concert or sth will Come to Pass!

MUCH has happened within the pass few days,
and i Really do want to be part of this whole thing.
to be Used in the kingdom.
oh yeaa, our Council is so Cool.
my GOD is reallyReally amazing.
cause the president, vp, exco, are frm the same church, and seeing for myself wat amazing things have happened,
i know and i know for sure, it will Surely All come to pass
it cant be Coincidence alone.
there has got to be a more reasonable explanation for this.
and being in the midst of it, i stop and stand in Awe of You.

--

i've been playing Basketball for four days in a row already
and we came in SECOND for interclass competition!
so COOL so COOL :D
theres this bitter-sour worn-out feeling of tiredness in my legs.
and this morning, my legs failed to move to the concourse,
i Could have made it on time if they had the strength to run.
but i'm TIRED and i had GOOD FUN INDEED (:
AND
i am studying.
from today onwards,
i'm a changed and a whole new person.
i'm already planning for the next HISTORY essay outline alr okay!


life's so exciting,
i pray that God will just stop my youth and allow me to enjoy everything to the fullest.
do my Best to excel in studies, cca, CHURCH, my FAMILY, friends, everything.

bring me to a higher level,
take me on a whole new ground.

if ONLY I CAN MANIPULATE MYSELF INTO THREE DIFFERENT PARTS .


i could use a little time alone with you

hello world,
many things have happened.
and ytd's meet the parents
was all fine until late in the night
when some stuff happened.
No, its not just merely studies alone.
it includes other issues as well.
i spoke to diane on the phone,
and we were both practically whispering.

but, i wasnt alone.

throughout this whole week,
with my cell leader away in taiwan
there was Good and there was Bad.
few turned up for pm this afternoon and somehow along the way,
it seemed like more ppl were experiencing po.
but things are better now
and today's pm went WELL,
God's presence was so strong,
i felt It so evidently while paying for evan.
it was such a Pleasant feeling.

afterwhich, went to kovan with lana and liwen!
we Bought so many Watermelons for tmr's senosa event
:D
haha i was Hilarious
watching ourselves struggling with all the Watermelons, Bananas, Strawberries and waterguns!
but tmr's gona be AWESOME
cause the response' rather Good
for once in centuries,
i feel rather well-Pleased (:

cut my Hair Short today!

i have so much to say,but too little time to type
tonight,
theres cards to be made,
hme wrk to be done

and i CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!
HEHH :D



there was neither a goodbye, or goodnight

married the wrong man,
absence of temper mangement
anger overtook everything
the young suffered.
and everyone was upset because of him.

My jersey number's gona be
Beauutiful
NINETEEN
19

-
i'm really SORRY
but i've been so confused on the inside lately.
spiritually here and there.
and somehow, i duno why
i just thought of Rachel TENG.
like what i'm going through, it makes me think of You, my friend.
i have no idea why.

i came across my sept archives
and i was that close to the one from above
boy, do i miss that feeling so MUCH.

--

i'm coming home, coming Home.
to where i belong.

there must be more than this
oh breath of God, come breathe within.

guess its one of those times when i stop in my tracks
to catch my breath
and rest a little.

consuming fire, fan into flame
a passion for Your name.

a little more of boldness and courage,
together with patience and love
is what i need

when i look at some of them
all the other areas of life have left them disappointed and nothing else

theres so much i can do
but i dont know where to start

and if i ever do,
i hope it wont be in a wrong way



Your love is what i will sing

my face feels HOT and my body feels WARM

all are the results frm today's training.
i played Three matches today!
and i feel so HAPPY :D
though i'm not good, or superb, and cant dribble well, or do a proper lay-up
the feeling of just..running on the Court is so NICE (:
and you know the moment when one flies to catch the ball??
flying on the court makes me kindof happy.
thats what i realised today.

BUT today's a badd day
why??
cause for some reaason.
the ball hit my head FOUR times during those matches
i duno why ME and why Today
but four times is really alot man,
and it almst smashed my nose once
it was so Embarrassing, esp when i was trying so hard to play my best
and with so many ppl laughing
plus the many ppl jogging past, and those playing soccer on the field!
i know the whole world doesnt just look at me,
but i still felt so Humiliated Man!

--

and dreamingg,
if ONLY my basketball skills are better
then i'd be so Cool
holding a high chance of playing for sch next year,
wearing my jersey and scoring like a Hero!
:D

--

EL-B
chinese-B
maths-E
history-U

stupid history.
i REALLY Honestly DID study
and i wonder who believes me
i Memorized so many dates and events okay!
but
THANK YOU GOD for my languages
they're unexpected
pleasant surprises make me Happy
THANK YOU GOD!


bestest story ever told

BLUEBLACKS surfaced on my legs for
no good reasons
maybe its the alcohol
i still feel terrible all over man
--


after sch, i went to heartland and hougang mall with my Classmates
Thank YOU leo and claudia for
accompanying me till 6 plus plus plus!

and den i went off to meet soon li, jicai and ivan
to discuss church stuff

MAN, the games on 15th july, sunday
are gona be So FUN and Exciting
cause the Brilliant US thought it all up
and they all sound to gay and Fun!

reached hme at 10 plus
and i am so
TIRED

i've got to gear myself up for that
TEN rounds which we've to do for warmups tmr
so Exciting!
yet makes me nervous all the same
haha

time to sort out some wksts
and soon after,
fall ALSEEP on my LOVELY comfortable BED.
(:

goodnight world


as long as we know it in our hearts, its enough

i am ITCHING all over my body
up, down, left, right.
this ITCHINESS is Starting to get to me
real BADLY.
--


sunday night,
i met up with my class ppl at changi
i thought there'd be lotsof ppl
but in the end,
only Three girls and Three guys made it to east coast
thats including me duhhh.

i wanted to cycle so badly man,
but all the shops were alr closed.
and theres wasnt much we cld do actually
we played a little of Pool and tt table soccer game
which i like So MUCH :D
reminds me of tt time when i played with soon li, lana and gang
we were practically making so much noise haha

we territorized an area and made it our land
den Shawn WEE,
the guy who Wanted to drink so badly went to get those alcohol
we played games, and the loser had to drinkk.
i Didnt drink that much,
i just tried some
and i Still stick to the stand that it's quite Horrible MAN!
tastes just like one of those gasey drinks,
just that they made me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside
and a little blur

james got a little high
and he was climbing TREES!
HAHA that was so funny!
watching him climb trees and do pull ups using the tree branch

i was scaredd
but Thank God almst everyone was near 90 plus plus percent awake and conscious
(:
no one was Drunk
which is really GOOD.


its the first time i drank since that Tiny mouth i had in pri four
and THATS exactly why my body's ITCHNG so much now
i duno man!
for some reason, my body's Red and it gets really itchy at my tummy, my back, my Butt, legs, neck, hands
i Shld have just opted outof the game and just sit there like a loner and watch my friends play!
den i wldnt be Itching all over now.
so many have told me its because its my first attempt on drinking.

BUT i feel so abnormal all over my body
and when i lift up my shirt to see,
my body's RED.
this is so scary,
i am Never Ever going touch one of those alcoholic stuff again
doesnt even taste Yummy or me feel anythin near Shiok lar!

my long-waited training resumes tmr
and i Hope my body doesnt get any worserr than This after my training.
soon li li just called and suggested we go for morning jogs frequently
tt womah had her weight taken today
and she's pretty upsett ver it, i think
mine's tmr,
it'll be My turn
so foreseeing so, we agreed on our morning jogs in sch!
soon li wanted to meet at 6 in school,
which Means i've to wake at 4:30
DING DONG!? the bus n train services havent even started !
but now with all these redness on my body,
HOW am i going to jog??!

oh Yes.
cheryl offered to pray for me today
but i was too shy to remind her about it in the evening
Haha. but tmr i'm gona make sure that i do
i want a Quick Miracle Healing!
all these nonsense is making me
Greatly Physically-Hadicapped!
rahhgh ):

--

oh yeaa,
and so..monday morning! after cycling with classamates(:
soon li and everyone came over!
so MANY ppl,
MADE me so HAPPY and excited
:D
there was soon li, liwen, lana, daphne, diane, angle, eunice, jicai, ivan!

we went cycling and blading
but i Tell YOU,
our cell grp is so Accident-prone man!
i think everyone ot injured on tt day haha
either you fall, or you get hit by the bike, or soeone frm cell bumped into you while riding
but the company made it fun (:

by the time it was night, my body was alr ITCHING
everyone went hme to changed first
and i was at daphne's place.
and one by one, everyone came over for prayer meeting and sleepover!
but my eyes weighed like a hundred kg each,
i was having so much difficulty trying to stay awake for pm and completing my hme wrk.

we had a break ard 3 plus and watched,
"Helen Keller"
so touching and rather inspirational (:
of course,
there was SUPPER
MAGGIE NOODLES, CORNFLAKES, NOUGATS,PASTA
i drank THREE big packets of VITASOY
it was BA-GUS :D
its Must Have Been cuse' of last night's super tt everyone gained weight.
tmr's my turrn for the measurement.
AIYA, please let me maintain or loose Please.
it'll really make me feel Awesome! on the inside.
haha

we practically Ran to school this morning
haha, all the way frm the DD"s hse to school.
and,
we were still considered late.
rahhgh
--

tonight, i'm left with a huge chunk of EL assignments to complete
and before finishing them,
theres so much tts running through my head



i am so TIRED.
An hour on of sleep on day one
and Three hours on the second day.

i need to catchup with my SLEEP!

familiar rush of adrenaline

i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now

score TWO for gaining consent

for sleepoverrs!

:D

so COOL so COOL

we're gona spend one night over at east coast

and Even cooler,

have our pot luck and overnight praise and worship

and we're all gona head for sch tgt the next day

the feeling's gona be exceptional

cause its not smth we've done before

and i foresee the many things tt we'll all be doing tgt in the near future tgt

(:

--

i met my Tofu ytd after cell

she was in a bad mood cause of some stuff

but we hit the malls anyway

my stomach was huring so badly

i Dislike it when it comes

now the plans for the next two days are kindof affected cause of it

she brought me on an eating tour

and i was happy eating new Yummy food

:D

andd i finally got a new pair of slippers!

we share the same pair noww (:

Tofu and i are gona print t-shirts tgt!

mine's gona read:

Music from the basement

and tofu's wll be:

noises from the attic

HEH :D

soo, my moral's boosted a little since ytd

cause of all the self-assurance i received

THANKS dudee (:

--

training's gona resume on wednesday

YES, like Finally.

i miss-ed trainings So Much

though we run more than we touch the ball

and sometimes i feel like i'm in track..

i Still Miss doing all those stuff

and i guess there'll be less of this when next week starts

i think Dragon boat's so COOL

too bad i didnt join

because i Fail to swim

HAHA.

my DINNER date at FISHnCo with PANGGGG is on THURSDAY night!

:D

things havent changed a bit since we last met

but i know that you're the Best, BEST.

yesterday is history
and history is miles away

so, leave it all behind you

what a journey gradys and i shared this morning!
moments after we met for sch,
my stomach Tossed and Turned on the inside
and made me feel So uncomfortable
that i had to BOMB so badly.
Early in the morning and i had to Bomb!
and guess wat?!
gradys wore the wrong shirt for sch today
HAHA
so she headed hme again to change
and i, relieved myself in the station's toilet

we took a cab dwn to sch
cause it was alr so late

but the Traffic Jam was BAD in the morning
we were just moments away frm the gate lar
WASTED my 7 plus plus plus Bucks MAN.
and caused me to be unable to enjoy my food in the evening after that.
Rahhh.
so we ended up standing outside the sch gate,
Waiting until it was 8am
so we can Run to the hall when eveyone has alr started their papers.
lana tan was late too!
haha
my oh my

--


chinese oral was..
OH MAN
):

i wasnt prepared for it at all
and guess wat was the qns??
smth abt conservation and if i bring plastic bags out with me when i go shopping
i went HUHH?!

i have nothing much to complain or dwell on anymore
cause its all been done
Haha.
its my A LEVELS' oral
you knoww.

--

met up with I.L.A
sec two clique! :D
and everyone was present!
since like how many centuries ago?
haha
by the time i reached they'd all finished eating marche
we took neoprints :D
HAHA.
just in time to replace those old years which're alr fading away
since sec two!
everyone left ard 7 plus 8
and there was rachel and audrey for company.
we sat and chatted for a Long time
at some ulu pandan corner of the mrt station

and wow (:
i havent felt this Great after so long.
you know, somehow,
i feel Happy within
that we're still talking and sharing so much
and perhaps Even more than before
it makes me feel like an idiot to not treasure those times tt we had
but it really feels so Good
and once again,
i feel so Blessed.
to have to many amazing people around me

had the good,
and i still have them,
now.

i rmb our first overnight cycling at east coast park
and i cant wait for the Next one
:D




i'll stand by you in whatever we do
and come what may, i'll still be here all the same.

the way these people
SLAM DUNK
is so Cool.

oh MAN
theres so SO MUCH to study for history
i cant believe i'm taking H2 for this subject
and when the doubts and questions come as i study,
the ppl whom i can ask are so Minimal.

i really do need God's blessings for tmr's paper
and i DID study!

i cant waitfor tmr's paper to end
and next will be LITERATURE
which makes me kindof excited actually
(:
and my friday's H1 maths plus
my
CHINESE A LEVELS ORAL
so Fast, i didnt even know it till yesterday.

but looking on the bright side,
i cant wait for Friday
cause till den we're FREE!
:D
and from that day onwards,
i'm gona do constant revision
so tt when the next round of exams come,
i wont be the one panicking


i met joby ytd
it was such a coincidence tt she was heading to bishan library too
and THANK YOU for tt bread haha
saved my tummy from all the gastric juices

kick-boxing was Awfully weird without my partnerrr
somehow, for some reason, the other youths werent there too
i was the youngest there,
with all te other aunties,
so ORBIT.

but we learnt lots of Cool stunts lately.
and i Cant wait for the day when someone tries to Pounce on me
cause i'll be able to show off all the stunts tt i've been mastering
:D



cargo pants and worn-out shoes