ITS A HAPPY DAY!

HEYHEY YOUYOU! Elana here again.

F to the I to the O to the A N A!! hmm..dear fiona cant blog again cause blogger is being unfair to her.

wellwell, i know fiona misses those times we went swimming and just having fun together, cause im really missing her company as well.

Fiona just wanna say that she loves her class 1A01, cell grp N293 and her many many other baobei-s. she has alot alot more things to say but i dont know what is it, so, ohwells, hope blogger gives in to her tmr. takecare pple out there!~

WARNING: ELANA TAN PEI-YING INVADES!
FIONA FIONA! since you cant blog because of your kukumalu computer, i shall update for you. fiona quek hui ling just wanna let the world out there know that she loves ELANA alot alot alot.
so, quek quek, i just wanna say, I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT TOO! (: takecare girl!

i dreamnt/still dream of playing my guitar on stage,
with Our self-formed band
leading praise and worship
how cool is that man

service was really good today
and i want to say it again that i'll Not be defeated

cause this is how we overcome

okay, so i met pam to study in airport today
and halfway through she left early
cause her bird flew out of the cage and my dear friend
had to go hme to catch her bird back


there are currently many worship songs playing in my head
and i just cant wait for my throat to be better
so i can sing along.



i just want to sing, until i am lost in Your love

Happy Birthday SARAH LEE shu qing!
:D
mushroom head, my partner in sec three
we've all been busy ppl lately
i want and Need to catch up with you
sooon.



this week has been one Superb busy week.
tell ME how to Manage and Cope Please?
i really have no idea on how to do it all on my own
mon, wed and thurs. sch practically ended at 8 plus everyday Man
by the time i reached hme it was 9 plus
and i was really shagged
did little studying for econs
and history? i woke at 1 am last night but apparently,
i fell right asleep after eating my 'breakfast'
MAN ):
this Cant go on LEH
if not i think i'll really retain or smth like that
and to think that i used to be in A1 for the last four years
smth must have really happened to me huh
well i guess theres n point crying over spilled milk
and for now,
i Hope and will really Try to Study hard for the rest of my Tests.
yea man,
we can do it!
help me do You proud


we had a short lil prayer meeting today with soon li li, nico and daine
and thur, patson n i had a mini one at the corner staircase
jc life's really different and hectic and everything
and when i look at some ard me,
i see some burning with that fire of passion within,
busy copying or preparing bs notes.
if not, playing worships songs happily on the guitar
and then i thought, ' that used to me'
WE used to be like that.
the over night prayer meetings which we had try so hard to go for,
the tims when we were all so strong and devoted
fast and pray and believed
i used to be one of them
whatever happened?
Jasmine said 'what doesnt kill you will make you stronger'
and its been so stuck in my head ever since
well, i want to ride above all these storms and be stronger admidst everything
but more imptly, i dont want to pull through this alone
i want to go through this with the same ppl who went grew with me
and of course, with the one frm above
i'm not a perfect person,
but i'm trying to be one
and wont say yes to defeat.
cause its Not the End yet (:

--

i want hillongs latest album!
i want a FOSSIL watch!
i want a nice mp3!
i want that QUIKSILVER sling bag which i saw
i want SNEAKERS
oh man, so many.

joby promised to write send a letter to every rich man in town for me. so that they can send these as presents for me
and i'm still waiting!
HAha, i'm just kidding woman. (:
and speaking of HERR.
please do study hard for your exams!
cause during june we're gona play yea?
at least give me some face and do me proud for your midyears.
:D i'm thickskin when you're involved
-


tuesday was labour day
and we went to the zoo.
Huda has a thing with butterflies
looked so cool with those beautiful creatures (:


and mann, i Miss the beach.
and cell's company
including Soon Li's and lana
give me more time!



Ps 118:24
is still my favourite motivation.

i'm falling more more in You

i guess pitures say a Thousand words.
and i like Candid Shots!

it don't matter anymore

i am shagged
i really have alot of things to do right now
i need to attend a time-management course
and i'm still so Angry over the copying of history lecture notes
no, i'm not angry with anyone
but i am at the Fact that i have so much to copy
i had the same punishment twice within two days
so irritating LAR.
i need to revise on my Econs and History very badly
trainings make me feel happy
and so does kick-boxing
church kees me going
and cell is a need and want for me
but i have difficulty balancing everything
dear God, please help me



and for tonight,
i am Very Greatful to Patson
who Is Now currently editing my PI for me
THANK YOU SO MUCH(:
its 1 am plus plus and i am as good as a walking zombie
brain-blocked
i cant seem to think

and its not that i'm an evil person.i'm really sorry
but the situation is so weird.i jus dun feel myself having to speak to someone i do not know well.
i want to be nice.but i guess theres a limit to everything.jdsifheoiwngsdofjoawdls.RAHH

thinking is quite draining




cover me within Your mighty hands

and so,
19th April '07 came and went
it felt really different this year
i guessed all the excitement starts to fade a little as you grow older
and on that day itself,
i felt nothing at all

but when i reached sch and opened my locker
man, it was one pleasant sight
there were balloons and post-sticks and a mint choc cake
Thank You Soon li and lana tan!
presents frm my classmates
and Flowers in the evening
and Sandy's coinbox which had our picture imprinted on it (:
ate at cafe cartel!
Jean Pang and Sandy:D
too bad they dun have buffets in the evenings
joby's birthday card as well (:
why thank you everyone
i was Surprised by the phone msges received
there were over 20,
Thank You so Much (:
and i'm gona get a New BIBLE Soon
God heard my Prayer!
thank you dad.

--

my throat is Killing me
it hurts so badly


somethings feel so good
they make me smile at the thought of going to sch.
but others make me want to stay and listen and just be there
at times, i feel like i give too much
i want to take a little too




could this be a spark?

the strap of my schoolbag gave way on friday the 13th
in bus 854,
less than half an hour after gradys told me wat date it was
and while Running to sch
(cause we were late)
i fell Flat on the ground
i Dont believe in this kindof stuff
but, i Miss my bag )):

i bought a new one
and i'm trying to love it more n more
HaHa
its white lar, and i had such a short time span to get a sch bag
my friend said it looked lyk 'nature-lover'
Stupid irritaing guy! ARGh
but i still love him as a friend
though he Does get on my nerves

--

Pastor Benny Hinn healing crusade was so amazing
frm what i heard n saw
though i have my own qns running thru my head
this time round,
i'm still find myself standing in Awe of You.
because i witnessed the greatness of my saviour
and its gona bring life in me for the next, i duno how long
hopefully for eternity

i really have lots to do
kat' bs has been pushed backed n back consisently
but we rrly cant seem to arrange a date tgt
not forgetting my Own bs
the pm's to come
and the many commitments
friends, family, GOD of course.
oh wow, its really piling in
i'm a busy woman.
--

PE and Kb has worn me out today
and for tonight,
i have so much to accomplish

history essay,
chinese compo,
gp
and the leftovers of hme wrk

its 11pm now

oh MAN

'what doesnt kill you will make you stronger'

i Want to Be Stronger.


please help me touch the lifes of others the right way
my idea of heaven

hey there

SR beasketball is Not that bad afterall
the famales had a Draw!
and the guys thrashed them
HAHA :D
okay lar, i feel very mean
and wats more AC's my dream sch
but oh well, i'm happy with Sr
and i dun feel like i'm in a lousy cca at all

we had lecture for training today
and i learnt that
Bananas are Very good for health
hmm
come to think of it
the last time i ate a banana was Years ago

all that talk made me Craved so badly for a banana in my Mouth
during our run after that

--

after which,
shiqi and i went for the some organising of sports day talk
and everything sounded so cool
i think i might enjoy myself in the midst of it
though it requires Planning And Organizing
seems like fun to me.


i cant wait for Benny Hinn's healing crusade
on saturday!



my hme wrk is piling up
i think i really do Need to study

--


over the past few weeks i've been so amazed by how amazing God can be
coincidents after coincidents
surely they cant be that coincidental can they?
and amidst of everything i really Do feel the excitement brewing
this is so cool lar
i know that i Will get to see That chrstian band playing in sch one day.
just give me the strength to carry on.




life has been hectic
and one me cant possibly juggle everything
whilst i promise to be there
i hope it means much
cause what i can give is that little
i hope it aids





i am nothing without You

MUSCLE ACHES
i have them on my neck as well
and
i wonder How on earth did i get them
ytd's KB lesson was so Damn Hilarious and Funny!
we were one of the youngest there
and yiwen was so giggly
just looking at her struggling to curl her own body while doing the stretches made me wana
Laugh out loud
Oh My MAMA :D
and i Really Did feel like i was pregnant and then sent by my husband to attend this kindof courses
our laugthter was contagious!
i caught the middle-aged womem laughing along too
haha
and i'm really glad that we sign up for this class
i finally get to learn n do what i want
--

life as been pretty hectic lately
now i really do understand what jc life's like
Easter was Really really good
i hope this year will be filled with excitements and Fun despite everyone's business
oh Man
i miss all the freedom of laugter and carefree attiude we used to possess

i met up with Pamela today!
:D
we ate pastaa
stupid joby has bee influencing me greatly these days
she made me discover the
sweetness of raisins
yummyness of grapes
and now, pastaa!
speaking of her..just makes me look forward to Saturdays
(:

anyhow, Pam is still Pam.
i am so Happy with that lar (:
and i think theres a some kindof strng power in bishan j8
cause it seems like everytime i go there, i'd bump into someone i know
i saw,
Sue n her stead at popular today
Jl n her lover and quiling at the bustop
rachel n esther at the mrt
maybe thats why i Love going bishan
brings back all the familiar feeling
--


history is difficult to manage
i think if i've got the time someday
i'd better do smth about it



Claudia's not going to sch tmr ):
Eee. i think i'll miss her
and her laughter
i havent been talking much to partner lately
shall rant a whole lot to her tmr!
partner's really quiet, i'm still waiting for her to review her loudness
(:



i'm seeing a beautiful scenery everyday





this is my idea of heaven

hello world,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
PAMELA SOH ((:
my maggiemee friend. whose curly hair pic i treasure alot.
you've grown so much since the day i met you in pri five(:
both spiritually and physically.
i Love you aLot(:
-
today's Good friday
one year ago on good friday,
i had my first birthday party
and boy, everything was chaotic!
too many ppl, lack of experience
but we had fun in the end haha
thanks to soon li esp who entertained almst everyone
but i guess theres not gona be one this year,
i'm Super bad at planning.

i cant really feel the Mood that its good friday
But i Cant wait to watch church's drama
bet its gona be Damn good (:

--

well, i met up with jue n mk last day
it felt like Decades lar
and last night, we had a great long chat on almst anything n everything
feels so good now
(:
just whn i forgot totally abt being sad on leaving sec sch life,
they expressed their sadness
BUT i guess this IS life
and i am Glad they feel it too lar haha
goes to show that i'm not the only one missing the good old days!
i guess
we'll move on in life and as we look back,
we'll all smile at the present and the past
-

stupid joby is still sleeping
we're gona go queensway n beachroad today!
:D


OH Yar
i cant wait for monday's first kick-boxing class
:D




this is the day you died for me, i want to do smth amazing just for you to see

it feels like we're a Big family.

(:

and whilst the new unfold,

i really feel like a big girl

who looks so Old in my jc uniform!

those feelings of missing cant stop coming

i really do miss the good old days

and they really do make my heart Feel

after 10 whole years in that pleasant place

but i guess we had it once and we had it all

memories are whats' left to keep things alive

i hope time will just stop for us to catch up on one another.

--

to be honest, i really dont knw what i can do to help make things better on your side

but you're not alone

come on buddy,

we've done it before and we're doing it again

i will still be here for you

(:

stop talking about the diff colour of cars you'd choose on the road.

things seem to be piling up lately

and i have quite alot to say

but when my fingers move, it seems like i dun actually know what i wana pen dwn actually.

for now, i hope things will be good.

spiritually, emotionally, physically.

i feel like Hugging the whole world now.

ESP the people whom i miss alot.

i am meeting jue n mk tmr.

:D

i cant imagine a life without Your love

it seems like lots of things have happened.

i feel so proud of myself for making the right decision ytd

perhaps its no big deal

but it must have meant alot in God's eyes

"the time when you dont feel like worshipping God the most, is the time you Should"

this just kept running through my head the whole time ytd

and Thank You anna (:

aiya, i know i've picked myself and den weaken again

and so the cycle goes

but i really want to make a come back

back to my first love

back to right where and what i was

looking back, i Was much faithful in my bible reading n trusting in God during the times when i had PO

and Thank You hansheng (:

thank You weide for listening (:

i'm not a perfect person

but i really do want to try.

PSALMS 118:24

is my self-motivation everyday

i really do miss my friends who are from BAND.

because everyone has been so busy.

and its actually kindof irritating. ):

i cant help but miss a million and one ppl right now.

Jean pang is having poly camp!

Pam is busy with SYFC and soon, poly.

joby has sch too and Jl's starting poly soon

i'm sorry that i cldnt make it ytd

AIYA.

i guess even I am busy, actually.

but i guess thats life.

hopefully time will really go slowly so we can all savour and spend our jc time tgt.

and i like basketball training

though they've hired an outside coach to train us every week

and we Have to train with all the J1 guys

And we have to do what they do

though theres only Five girls.

i still like training alot

cause its fun and its cool.

and it makes me feel fit!

at least it balances my unhealthy diet.

i've realised that reaching out is very much a personal choice.

when i chose to look on the brighter side,

i found that there are, actually possible circumstances.

i thought i knew enough in my own spiritual ife

but so it seems like i still have Lots to learn and grow.

i Want to be Better.

i Want to be the one who smiles no matter what happens

i Want to be like Job who stands strong no matter what.

and i Want to be like Jesus who gives and loves, and expects nothing in return.

i want to be a better person!

Thank YOU GOD for Loving me so much.