it seems like lots of things have happened.

i feel so proud of myself for making the right decision ytd

perhaps its no big deal

but it must have meant alot in God's eyes

"the time when you dont feel like worshipping God the most, is the time you Should"

this just kept running through my head the whole time ytd

and Thank You anna (:

aiya, i know i've picked myself and den weaken again

and so the cycle goes

but i really want to make a come back

back to my first love

back to right where and what i was

looking back, i Was much faithful in my bible reading n trusting in God during the times when i had PO

and Thank You hansheng (:

thank You weide for listening (:

i'm not a perfect person

but i really do want to try.

PSALMS 118:24

is my self-motivation everyday

i really do miss my friends who are from BAND.

because everyone has been so busy.

and its actually kindof irritating. ):

i cant help but miss a million and one ppl right now.

Jean pang is having poly camp!

Pam is busy with SYFC and soon, poly.

joby has sch too and Jl's starting poly soon

i'm sorry that i cldnt make it ytd

AIYA.

i guess even I am busy, actually.

but i guess thats life.

hopefully time will really go slowly so we can all savour and spend our jc time tgt.

and i like basketball training

though they've hired an outside coach to train us every week

and we Have to train with all the J1 guys

And we have to do what they do

though theres only Five girls.

i still like training alot

cause its fun and its cool.

and it makes me feel fit!

at least it balances my unhealthy diet.

i've realised that reaching out is very much a personal choice.

when i chose to look on the brighter side,

i found that there are, actually possible circumstances.

i thought i knew enough in my own spiritual ife

but so it seems like i still have Lots to learn and grow.

i Want to be Better.

i Want to be the one who smiles no matter what happens

i Want to be like Job who stands strong no matter what.

and i Want to be like Jesus who gives and loves, and expects nothing in return.

i want to be a better person!

Thank YOU GOD for Loving me so much.