I love hanging out and spending time with leaders because they always inspire me with their passion. Always reminding me of why am i doing what i am doing, not because they sat me down to pinpoint all my mistakes but i can see it so clearly from the way they lead their lives. It's not about duty but love. Truly, obedience is greater than sacrifice.

Very touched by what Leila said to me today.

sometimes we really try and give it our best shot knowing that the outcome we desire will come eventually. but the question is, how much will it cost? she reminded me to take care of myself. We all try to do what we can and the best that we know how. but we sometimes, we shldnt be too hard on ourselves. someone else's strengths may not be our strengths. that's just the way God made us to be. it doesnt mean that we arent good enough, it just means that we are better in other areas. On our way home, Sarah teo kept emphasizing on the same thing. the first thing to do before looking after your members is to look after your own body. God's ministry is Your ministry as well, dont neglect your well-being!

ive really been neglecting my body these days. 2:45am and i just finished project work. from now onwards, i will head the advice of my leaders. stay happy, be happy. Ultimately, God wants us to be happy.

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