i used to worry that there wouldnt be anyone for me to lead when im ready. but now that the people are here, im worried that im not good enough for them.
so many mehmehs, im trying my very best to get a good hold of them and lead them into the right path. some of them are like goats, heading off into different directions. but i will use my rod to guide them!
oh God, please give me the strength. and the wisdom and the love to carry on. and on and on and on.

oh yes, i found a job (:
the past few days have been busy. i think i spend like a BOMB on transport fees, eating up my pocket. ): finally have some time tmr before meeting ppl in the evening. i shall gym away some calories. and also fix my guitar strings on sat, finally.