i had a dream last night and in it, we were all back to school again. how i miss those times when we sat side by side in class, trying our best to solve mathematical sums. and Someone was there beside the whiteboard, actually guiding and teaching us how to do it. most of all, there was the company. people whom i could study and laugh with both at the same time. it doesnt matter anymore who calls me by that stupid nickname or who's the next irritating person to hit my head and wake me up. started my maths ystd and it really is tougher than how it looks. i forgot everything! i always tell myself that though its a high mountain, i can and i will climb it. but those little thoughts of failure always come back once in awhile to haunt me. i still hope that somehow my appeal can get through or perhaps a miracle will happen and i'll land in NUS? haha..
studied a little ystd with lana tan, Thanks for accompanying me(:
realy glad to be going for the meeting with lots of them last night.

many little events making me feel bitter on the inside, wish i could be better understood at home and have my own ways.

on a lighter note, im at episode 24 of Boys over flowers! yay so Fast (: perhaps getting over it is better too. less fantasizing and welcome back to reality man!