this photo is so Classic!
its value increases with time.
just take a look at soon liwen aka smallballhead Hahahaha!

it really makes me wonder what i will be like a few years from now?
i cant believe ive already been in here, in church for six years.
and another few years down the road,
i hope i wont be the same as i was as before.
but instead leading a newer and more exciting life
with vision and dreams.
and, cell will be so Huge by then that even staying up the whole night on christmas eve wldnt be enough for me to finish making gifts.

i stayed up till about 3 last night making cards.
am so Sorry to nic for witnessing my awful temper but also greatful at the same time for having a great leader who always wants to try
getting in though its hard.

listening to all the very many new encounters and breakthroughs makes me feel so inspired and excited.
i want it to happen to me too.
i, have a phobia of darkness.
i cant sit and kneel and close my eyes in the night and pray.
funny how my imagination gets the better of me.
i know that Daddy is peace
is love
and is holy.
but it still terrifies me a little.
the long moving shadows on my ceiling and all.
and i used to think, what if Daddy suddenly appears, what am i gonna do?
i really want to go deeper, closer, nearer.

Jean pangsai came for service today.
it was a strange feeling of deja'vu when the ah soon, her and me first came into church.
she responded for altar call today.
am so over the moon. i know that ah soon is too.
(:
we are going swimming sometime soon.
EEEE, i Miss her so much! :D

sarah mushroom is flying off tmr.
im gonna miss her too.
):



cant believe i bought a 45 bucks set of water colour pencils for my bro
as a birthday and christmas gift.
but lana says its a good set though.
it made me feel a little better on the inside.
but its still 45 bucks!
decided to get that becuase other than his school work,
all his art pieces seem to be in black n white.
i better start seeing more coulours in his work!
DARN. i wanna learn Art oh so badly.
i wish i took art from the very early beginning.
could have used the little potential.
i wish im more arty!

i Miss patson!
patson makes me think that army and camp is Cool.
dont really understand why all the guys dread it so much.

oh yes, i almst forgot.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
happy birthday Jesus!
(:


i Cant belive my cousin told his parents we're working tgt.
now even my parents know too.
it just feels weird.
feels like half of my privacy is gone.
'been having pleasant thoughts of scooping ice-cream for a living too.
tofu and i went to ask Ben n Jerry's the other day and they are hiring!
too bad they ran out of application forms.
am so gonna go back another time soon.
catch me scooping ice-cream soon!
:D



its in your eyes, i can see it.