but now i know what i didnt know

HELLO!
school has been rather smooth-sailing for me (:
well, thank God for the crazy bunch of girls who i hang out with frm my class
though their gossips arent what i can relate to,
they add ALOT of noise to our class
Yea (:
and thanks to the long hours of breaks,
my class's been bonding quite abit through games.
YEA, i'm feeling more n more comfortable each day
all the smiles i've been receiving frm ppl justtt
makes me wana Smile back too!
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i have approximately one and a half more years to go,
NICE.

well actually,
i have this fear lingering
that as we all move on, friendships will drift apart
but thats not what true friends should be right?!
hey,
SOON LI, i love you (:
(i just feel like saying that!)
even though you're always so busy with band,
and we're always frm diff classes.
doesnt make a diff to me.
treasured by quek hui lin, fiona!
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as i spend my days in sr,
i'm reminded of the revival that everyone's expecting
the revival that we're all so excited about.
guess what, i discovered smth today.
my Whole Entire class is either christian or catholic.
only ONE is buddhist and ONE is a free thinker.
so....who am i supposed to reach out to then?
in the beginning of sch term,
i feel lyk i'm a fish placed out of the water,
Now i feel lyk i'm a fish submerged in water.
get the idea? i feel like i'm placed in a too-comfortable zone alr
it seems lyk no work's available for me to do!
truth, in the beginning, i've been complaining and questioning God like crazy.
why me? why sr? why 16 points? why this combi? why the 4 years of pure science for nothing?
why Me Again? why no companion in my og? or my class? why travel so far?
its good that things finally seem oh-so-fine now.
BUT i'm really starting to worry because i think the position i'm in is an all too comfortable one.
its when i'm placed out of that comfort zone that i start to grow right?!
oh God,
please use me once again.
i WILL be strong and ready this time.
i Know i can do it!
include me in your harvest Lord, please USE ME.
because the joy of the Lord shall be my strength (:


i dont really see how, but i know my Father will make a way!