my energy is drained.
the common tests has more or less affected everyone ard me Plus Me of course.
so many ppl skipped mt compo class today after sch.
well, i'm glad i didnt.
i had the Strong urge to.
but i thought abt being a good testimony for Christ.
and so i sat thtough the whole boring thing, during my ss.
at Least i didnt play truancy.
went dwn for bs after tt.
and i got hme at 8pm!
didnt study much of A maths n not even a lil of physics prac.
i was having doubts if i spent too much on church stuff.
but i came hme and i saw my uncle.
he praised me after knowing i went for bs.
that Alone Made my day.
it made my mind Eased.
i've thought it through.
everyone has 24 hrs to live with each day.
i chose to spend them with Christ.
there arent many reasons to why i'm studying hard.
just a few simple things i really hope to acheive:
-improvement in studies before O's so i can get into church ministry
-good grades for O's so i can use them to bribe my parents to grant my Baptism.
it seems like the only effective way to serve God more is my studies.
so i guess i will have to work hard.
since it means so much to me.
plus wat i came across before.
my friend didnt want to come for cg cause' she saw tt my results were dropping.
she thought it wld only affect our studies.
that. is smth tt i'll never forget.
i wont let that happen again.
it costs too much.


i've been having weird dreams again!
HAHA
they are all coming back!
its really nice though. cause' it makes my sleep so much more pleasant.
except for last night's dream.
i dreamnt i saw this ghost in Changi airport's toilet and No One believed what i saw.
no one.
i rrly wldnt want tt to happen.


tmr- A maths test, Physcis Prac, leaders' drill after sch
fri-Mt test, CCA (full Uniform) and church service, hopefully
sat-prayer meeting
sun-service, sutdy for geo test


yes. life ROCKS
even if it doesnt. it WILL be.
i'll make it Nice.
life rocks. life rocks!



and so we go on lying to ourselves