Sunday, June 03, 2007

hello world (:
EMERGE has come and gone

within the four days,
i lost WEIDE's bible and notebook and pen
( i am so so SORRY. ): i'll still do my best to look for it bro. sorry. )
and i lost my own bible too just ytd
of Course i am sad
Dianee!
thank goodness i removed tt cute photo in the bathtub frm my bible before it got lost

despite the mishaps,
EMERGE was really fun n good (:

for one thing,
i realised tt there Are Really lots of SRjcians ard in My church
that is reallyreally a very cool thing to know
and for one thing,
i was in PL and now SR
i feel rrly flattered tt God's gona do smth oh so great and amazing in My school, my campus
tt i'm part of this whole big thing
i dont want to just be in here for nothing
we're gona achieve something and in the end, Everything :D

just ytd was really FUN
didnt saw myself being in church with my pri one classmates in the past
but ytd, a couple of them were just standing there,
for service tgt with me
what can i say?
i am really Amazed
and Daphneee! saw a vision and heard frm God
it was all so Awesome
Man, we have so many PL ppl in cell now
i am really very Happy
who cld have dreamnt of this?

through the tough times,
though many ppl have fallen off halfway through
we're finally emerging out of it, and moving on, going forth
So. COOL

and somehow,
i feel that we're more bonded than before

ppl ard me have been my inspiration

and i feel flattered when others come up and tell me i've been an inspiration to them

but i guess thats wat its all abt, isnt it?
to help one another up

Lana's tears made my heart feel warmth ytd
though she looked so funny while crying
haha !
i know our friendship is rooted and will last a long long long time
:D

sitting in frnt of the sign language area for a couple of days has taught me much too
i saw before my eyes,
ppl who are dumb and deaf,
doing sign languages, and Still, praising and worshipping God so happily
there Were smiling and looking so happy
makes me question myself,
rrly, what is my problems compared to theirs?
these ppl face stuggles every day without fail
yet they're standing there so happily worhipping Our God
well, at least i'm almst perfect physically
if they can be so carefree and trust God that much
what more can we?


i really do Love my sch and Cell
PL, SR, N293, N330
thank you Father, for such a Great Awesome Amazing family.

we've come so far,
i feel that we're stronger now
















i can tell you face to face, that You've been such a blessing to me

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

i hope those ard me who're feeling real down
CHEER UP soon
it makes me feel heavy within too.

if only things started out good
then we'd all be in the right mood


and
i have this great Urge to dunk some balls
basketball anyone?

my body, needs to Breathe.


so You stole my heart

Sunday, May 27, 2007

life just keeps going on

on this sunday night, with lots of music playing and playing consecutively on my playlist
i've really got lots of stuff running through my mind right now

missing the good old days really has been one huge issue thats been occurring so frequently
the freedom and carefree laughters
maybe you can say tt everyone's grownup now
we've all each got our own busy things to live up to
and whilst my closer friends feel just like how i do on the inside
theres nth much we can do to aid the situation

maybe its also cause' ppl can fail us at times
i know that no one's perfect
but some suff's rrly got me in an unpleasant mood
sometimes

--

monday!
i look forward to kick-boxing :D

and soon li, i've got to study tmr
hopefully we'll go visiting TGT really soon
i wana make a difference with You!

i was talking to pangg just now online
and it was so funny (:
was a wonder how a few mins can rrly make ppl
Smile

anyhoww,
someone asked me a question abt being 'hot' today
how do you define 'hot' ?

cause i really dont know,
and i think, it'd be interesting to know

--


persecution's not gona be small or weak in the days to come
but we're so gona make it through
i dun just wnt to walk through this whole thing alone
i want to walk through it with so many other ppl
whom i really Do cherish alot

those names are written in my heart.
we're so gona go through this Together



my Father added colours into my life :D

Friday, May 25, 2007

i met up with rachel this evening
:D
it was good time well-spent
i cant wait for ILA outing again!
be it cycling at east coast or eating sakae,
i know its gona be Fun (:

HAPPY holidays!
i am going to study Hard during this one mth
not forgetting to catch up on many ppl during this period of time too

finally, time pauses for us to catch up



okay, i am worn out



whom you can count on to rock your world

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

last night, i dreamnt of Audrey Ang!
and in my dream, we were poking each other so happily in the toilet
i didnt even realize i was screaming (in a hving fun way) out loud till my mum told me
boyy, i Do miss the good old days

june hols are approaching!
its really weird, but i know that i'm gona miss School
despite the make-up classes tt we'll be having



school Does make me smile
(:

but sometimes i think i play too much
i am So gona Study Very Hard this holiday
just wait and watch and see,
Nobody's gona stop me.
wellll, i hope i dont fall off along the way

chinese test today was so demoralizing man!
but the oral after sch boosted my morae a lil
and iam currently saving money for our eating
at SAKAE and hougang mall's TOM YAM noodle
:D
ahaha

--

i finally finished watching
MVP valentine
okayy, i know i'm slow and outdated
but the show's really Nice!
and that
DUAN CHEN FENG guy is so COOL man
Duperr.

i'm gona Miss training during the hols


school's out tmr
will be going to claudia's with leo n tabby
to study!
Hope GP wldnt be tough


YAY(:
i cant wait to do all the catching up with ppl
but i'll definitely miss school.
oh man, theres finally a chance for all the catching up of hme wrk n revision
THANK GOD for holidays


the future's so uncertain
yet it makes me kindof excited



my reason for living is You

Saturday, May 19, 2007

hello world!
blogger is finally working
but i'm gona be off to play PS2 with my bro soon
:D


service was really good today
and the little old lady beside me was so Cute
complaining abt her eye sight to me
i was busy copying notes on her behalf
and at the end of it, she Blessed me
(:
old ppl are adorable


hillsongs latest album has got a couple of songs running through my head
i like HOSANNA

school has been really fun
and i didnt steal those balls on purpose man,
TABBY and LIMWOAN and CLAUDIA's fault.
i cant wait to eat iph hor fun on monday
haha!
however you spell that

okay! PS2's all set up
till then

i love my Great and Awesome God
i'm not perfet but i'm trying to be better spiritually each day

when You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow

Thursday, May 17, 2007

hearts joined as one,
desperate for who You are.


and i found myself in You

Monday, May 14, 2007

ITS A HAPPY DAY!


HEYHEY YOUYOU! Elana here again.
F to the I to the O to the A N A!! hmm..dear fiona cant blog again cause blogger is being unfair to her.
wellwell, i know fiona misses those times we went swimming and just having fun together, cause im really missing her company as well.
Fiona just wanna say that she loves her class 1A01, cell grp N293 and her many many other baobei-s. she has alot alot more things to say but i dont know what is it, so, ohwells, hope blogger gives in to her tmr. takecare pple out there!~

Sunday, May 13, 2007

WARNING: ELANA TAN PEI-YING INVADES!
FIONA FIONA! since you cant blog because of your kukumalu computer, i shall update for you. fiona quek hui ling just wanna let the world out there know that she loves ELANA alot alot alot.
so, quek quek, i just wanna say, I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT TOO! (: takecare girl!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

i dreamnt/still dream of playing my guitar on stage,
with Our self-formed band
leading praise and worship
how cool is that man

service was really good today
and i want to say it again that i'll Not be defeated

cause this is how we overcome

okay, so i met pam to study in airport today
and halfway through she left early
cause her bird flew out of the cage and my dear friend
had to go hme to catch her bird back


there are currently many worship songs playing in my head
and i just cant wait for my throat to be better
so i can sing along.



i just want to sing, until i am lost in Your love

Friday, May 04, 2007

Happy Birthday SARAH LEE shu qing!
:D
mushroom head, my partner in sec three
we've all been busy ppl lately
i want and Need to catch up with you
sooon.



this week has been one Superb busy week.
tell ME how to Manage and Cope Please?
i really have no idea on how to do it all on my own
mon, wed and thurs. sch practically ended at 8 plus everyday Man
by the time i reached hme it was 9 plus
and i was really shagged
did little studying for econs
and history? i woke at 1 am last night but apparently,
i fell right asleep after eating my 'breakfast'
MAN ):
this Cant go on LEH
if not i think i'll really retain or smth like that
and to think that i used to be in A1 for the last four years
smth must have really happened to me huh
well i guess theres n point crying over spilled milk
and for now,
i Hope and will really Try to Study hard for the rest of my Tests.
yea man,
we can do it!
help me do You proud


we had a short lil prayer meeting today with soon li li, nico and daine
and thur, patson n i had a mini one at the corner staircase
jc life's really different and hectic and everything
and when i look at some ard me,
i see some burning with that fire of passion within,
busy copying or preparing bs notes.
if not, playing worships songs happily on the guitar
and then i thought, ' that used to me'
WE used to be like that.
the over night prayer meetings which we had try so hard to go for,
the tims when we were all so strong and devoted
fast and pray and believed
i used to be one of them
whatever happened?
Jasmine said 'what doesnt kill you will make you stronger'
and its been so stuck in my head ever since
well, i want to ride above all these storms and be stronger admidst everything
but more imptly, i dont want to pull through this alone
i want to go through this with the same ppl who went grew with me
and of course, with the one frm above
i'm not a perfect person,
but i'm trying to be one
and wont say yes to defeat.
cause its Not the End yet (:

--

i want hillongs latest album!
i want a FOSSIL watch!
i want a nice mp3!
i want that QUIKSILVER sling bag which i saw
i want SNEAKERS
oh man, so many.

joby promised to write send a letter to every rich man in town for me. so that they can send these as presents for me
and i'm still waiting!
HAha, i'm just kidding woman. (:
and speaking of HERR.
please do study hard for your exams!
cause during june we're gona play yea?
at least give me some face and do me proud for your midyears.
:D i'm thickskin when you're involved
-


tuesday was labour day
and we went to the zoo.
Huda has a thing with butterflies
looked so cool with those beautiful creatures (:


and mann, i Miss the beach.
and cell's company
including Soon Li's and lana
give me more time!



Ps 118:24
is still my favourite motivation.









i'm falling more more in You

Friday, April 27, 2007

i guess pitures say a Thousand words.
and i like Candid Shots!






























it don't matter anymore