sometimes it seems so much easier for others than it is for myself.
because the situations vary.
different situations, different circumstance.
"different umbrellas, different handles",
this statement just seems so appropriate.
but i wont give up.
i'll Never give up.
because when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
and because i know that there are people out there possibly having much Worse troubles too.
and because,
my God is a fighter and not a coward.

--

i know that, You are my Saviour.

service in the morning and then musical.
it was so Sweet and touching haha.
natasha's so Pretty (:

i think this is pretty random.
but i really Love my cellgroup (:
with different people doing different things.
kim, nelson, kat and company-always going early to book Great seats for us. i appreciate that Alot.
angeline and sooon for eating so much with me.
the rest of N293 for just being in this cell! :D
the guys being just guys,
jicai! for being such a great Brother :D
nic(:
jiyui,brenda,yokekuan etc.
cheryl, joan and all the other younger kids.
of course, not forgetting dear LEILA,
who made all these possible (:


Mmm. random thoughts,

-i want to get that Beautiful notebook from Borders.
-craving for Mos Burger's Soup!
-Miss, PAM and TOFU.
-looking forward to tiem with blackspot tmr(:

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PICTURES:
i must say, we didnt intend to be rude, the below picture with that particular science class' tag just happened to be near us.
SORRRRRYYY.


























i LOVE 2A01 :D
haha, there were so Many cams on friday,
felt like some Star!

saturday's national day celebration and cell:











What an image-heavy post.
haha
and there are still MORE in ah soon and leong's phone.
(:

-

Sheesh.
i havent touched Any books for today.
its currently 9pm.
bye cyberspace!


You are the love of my life.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D



what if our love never went away?

yesterday's concert was a Blast (:
feelings of nostalgia and excitement all at the same time.
i Love my school the way it is.
(:
class took so Many jump shots in the hall.
with our very dear ct too.
Haha! waiting for our photographers to load the pics!
prata after that

took a long journey home with gradys.
Mm, i like the way things are right now.
not too near and not too far.

made a new friend yesterday.
studying with blackspot is so Ding Dong man!
had a great laugh while studying and YES, eating Alot too.
haha.

baby, before its too late. what about now.

two nights ago, i tried my best to study in the night
but i ended up tearing because my eyes were really tired.
Coffee Doesnt work on me.
HOW?

studied with blackspot and gradys ytd.
it wasnt really productive because i was too tired.
somebody, please Help me.

im gonna head down to the lib at woodlands again with blackspot.
i MUST get something done.

'been having really Weird dreams again.
seeing random faces in my dreams
makes me miss Lots of people.


these hide-and-seek games are becoming boring.
but what happens if the seeker stops seeking just when the hider decides not to hide anymore?

so close.

just a moment ago, i visited tofu's blog and i almost teared.
funny how time flies and we look back at it every now and then
smiling, laughing, teasing.
(:
it feels good to be appreciated.
but i think it feels even better to know that im loved.
cant wait for tmr after school (:

studying with blackspot on thurs and
gradys on friday.

had a talk with the subject head yesterday for the Third time this year.
or is it this term?

the Vast amount of work to complete scared me so much,
gave school a little miss today.

i was up early in the morning to the polyclinic at marsling.
it opens at 8am but i stepped in at 8am SHARP and the polyclinic was already packed with people.
MANN. the queue was so Duper long.
i sat there and stoned like Crazy.
after an hour or so, i started feeling like a fool so i decided to head down to the library instead of wasting more time.
anyhow, they took my blood pressure twice.
and the nurse was partially surprised to find that ive got low blood.
AH. i didnt know that either.
or maybe i just wasnt breathing properly at that time.
shouldnt be a serious issue i suppose.
got my MC at hougang in the evening instead.
but that MC costs like 15 bucks?! OH MY GOSH!
)':
OKAY nevermindd.
im gonna be a millionaire eventually anyway.
easy easy money, i shall not be Angry.
it was difficult explaining to the people who cared why i wasnt in school.
i Dislike skipping school, the feeling of not seeing certain people and stuff.
its become a habit by now and in fact, it feels Nice seeing familiar and some particular ppl around in school.
gives me motivation (:
but the workload scares me off at the same time.
i know i cant do this too much.
i still want to be a good kid.
had a Great time and talk with sly today (:
reading magazines, studying and chatting.
like you said, its always nice and i treasure those times too.







im so Greatful for all the Girlfriends that i have.
Thank You Daddy (:
MISS, nic !

ive been having really WEIRD Dreams recently.
with random faces from school popping up in my mind in the nights.
they seem so REAL,
sometimes i find wake up with a racing heartbeat,
only to realise it was all just a dream.

tough times dont last, tough people do.

i dont care if it sounds boring to any other.

oh precious is the flow, that makes me white as snow.
nothing, but the blood of Jesus.

this song has been playing in my head for the whole day.
i think its a really beautiful song.
(:
school was fine today.
had prayer meeting in the morning.
classes.
PE lesson was like a mini catfight with all the girls chasing after two small balls.
i MISS Basketball Greatly, and im gonna Miss PE too from now onwards.
was fun (:
studied after school
and i, finally have those guitar chords for the below song, its Beautiful (:
Thank You so Much.




wanna sing that for cellgroup (:

you know, it feels really Nice to know that im not the only one running this vision.
Thank You for standing in the gap with me.
(:

on my way home today,
i saw this Pure Lesbian couple.
meaning to say that they are both rather girlie.
holding hands and kissing.
MANN.
i was trying my very best not to stare.
--

isnt it Amazing how Jesus use different people to make up different sections of your day?
i was pretty amazed today.
(:


white as snow and, pure as Gold.

morning (:
MS G's on newspaper, SUNDAY TIMES today,
under the "sunday people" section.
im so HAPPY that she won the "i Love my English teacher" thing,
for all her sacrifices and passion,
no one else deserves it more than her.
(:

iwill run was yesterday,
i'm Sun-Burnt. Again
ran a total of 14 km and i almost Died!
haha of course i did walked too.
was looking out for mai and claudy but the place was jam-packed and its was so Difficult to stop in the midst.
wanna thank DINA! for running with me.
she's so FAR-NI(fuunny) lar please !
people like her really make me want to go back to basketball and come back next year.
okay nevermindd, shall not think about the coming back next year issue.
anyhow, my legs were Aching for the rest of the entire day.
felt like my leg muscles expanded. oh NO, thats bad. feel so CHUNKY.
):
hahaha

bathed and went for FOP.
looking at those ushers and security really made me think of my own ministry.
WHY CANT women join security?
i think its Superb Cool.
i guess its really going to be a Long journey. and Lots of time too
for me to just learn and master all the different hand signs and then doing them fast enough
and of course being able to interact with the hearing-disabled too.
But, ive decided to be routed in this different ministry,
Believe that i can do something really Great in it! (:
Parachute band was so noisy,
but maybe thats because im still foreign to their songs.
LOVE Hillsongs(:
after listening to all the different bands over the years,
they are great. but i think hillsongs' still the best.
(:
"Desert Song" is Really meaningful.

i know im filled to be emptied again.
this seed which i received, i will sow.

am so Blessed by yesterday's message (:

my brother went fop last night with his church mates too.
the previous years, i go alone.
with my own church people.
a few years later, he's rooted in his own church.
now i no longer go for such events at home.
and it feels comforting to know that someone else in this family is running on a similar vision with me.
its consoling to know that im not alone.
and its nice to see that God really answers prayers.
give me a few more years,
my family's going to be a Much Loving and warm one.
i want to go home everyday with a big smile on my face.

whats these "your future" talk lately.
hahaha
with this uncertainty of Who will be your boyfriend in future and Who you'll end up with.
i think its really God's glory thats flowing out of us individual and nothing else.
which makes people attracted to us (:
but as for the "who's my future" thing,
guess its really for Daddy to know and us to find out in time to come.

ALRIGHTS,
study study study.












Jesus, you are the BEST.